I have nothing new to report about my wandering zygotes (imagined or real). We started to imagine what life will be like once the babies are real (I think there are two). What will Cape Cod be like with them? What will my OCD be like when there are baby messes? Will I be jealous when Nick is better at parenting because he's patient and calm, while I'm controlling and anxious.
There are the other what-ifs that can't be avoided. Like what if they are not really there and all of the tests will be negative. Then what the heck? I'm superstitiously not making that plan yet, intending not to need it. It's only a few more days til we know for sure anyway.
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